As your Birthday draws nearer, I feel so alone. Akward how time has flown. The touch of your embrace so long forgotten, my tears are dry. Can't dream enough to bring you back. I don't live in misery, for rejoicing your lessons have kept me steady. Head feels heavy. Continue to walk as you did, hoping to make you proud. I sense your presence from up above and sometimes when I'm lucky from inside my house. Dreaming of laughter well spent together. Mis hermanas y prima cantamos tus cansiones. Full of life, full of bright colored flowers that only grow on the highest mountain for all to see. You stay close to my heart and even closer to my intension. I wonder if I could be as strong as you were and are in my mind. A soul never too tired to dance. I miss your smile and even more than your style. I need to read the scripture you held so dear. I know this now. I whisper and know somehow you hear me. Take me to the place in my subconscious where time has no boundries. Therefore I could tell you, show you how much I really love you. Gracias Abuela por tu calor, suenos y calida.